I've never felt this way for the longest time. Every inch of my body wants me to lay in bed and take a much needed 8-hour slumber. But, no. My brain won't let me. Every circuit is working, grappling on every little detail of what I need to accomplish. *sigh*
The last time I've been this restless was almost a year ago when I felt like my life was in ruins and I needed to get out of a seriously suffocating predicament. But, now, I have no one else to blame for what I'm going through now. No one but myself. That just sucks.
Good thing there are no sleeping pills here around me. I would've probably popped 2 to 3 in my mouth just so I can get some decent sleep in the hopes that I'd feel much better when I wake up... that this huge burden I'm carrying now won't take much of my energy and presence of mind.
No one can really understand what I'm going through now. I just needed someone or something to distract me and keep me focused. Seriously.
Pssshhhh... wait, there's wine in the fridge. @_@
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