Sep 24, 2011

My Purpose in Life... Already?

When I'm stressed or bored, I usually have these weird ideas or thoughts that most people might think are ridiculously hilarious. But, there are times, like a few minutes ago when I was plucking my "wild" eyebrow hair away (spell TMI *LOL*), when they kind of make sense.

I know we all wondered about what our true purpose in life is. We all have asked that question, "Why am I here?" or we're questioning why we were born. We all want to know what our ultimate purpose on this Earth.

When I'm bored, I muse..I gained weight over the past month. Boohoo! It's my bro's fault.. and all those wondrous food we've been having for our food blog. I'm not complaining! *LOL* Need to go back to my gradual diet program that I made up hahaha. Oh, and this photo was taken on my new baby!

Okay, here's the funny part. Whenever I do a HUGE favor for someone or I perform a genuine MAJOR good deed, after a few minutes, I ask myself, "Is that it? My purpose?"

And whenever that happens, I fear that I might pass away any minute now. I know, I know. That's just crazy, right? But, every time, I pray that it won't be my last good deed. I pray for more time.

Alright, that part isn't funny at all. But, I just wanted to share some of my weird musings whenever I'm not doing anything worthwhile. And that's one of them.

Don't get me wrong, I don't intentionally treat others with kindness because I wanted to fulfill my purpose in life or I wanted to satisfy the One up There. I just sincerely know that most people need all the help they can get, even from a total stranger, based on my experience. And I'm pretty happy that I've got new and old friends who are there for me, ready to lend a hand whenever I need it.

Okay, I'm ending this post now. I need to sleep for a major event later, which I'll write about very soon. For now, I need to focus on getting my tired eyes some rest.

Oh, lastly, just wanted to tell you that I'm going to start a 30-day challenge. I believe I need the discipline to update this blog. I love this blog, seriously! I can write about anything I want and not feel guilty, even when I know others might judge me. Heck, I don't care, as long as the ones who matter are there for me. :)

Any suggestions on that 30-day challenge?! My bro Ken already started his over his blog Ken Avenue. I hope to start it by Monday. :)

Have a great week everyone! ^_^

P.S.

I just realized after publishing this post that I didn't really end this blog post's topic properly. But, seriously, how can I do that? I want more time! @_@

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